Men...

Men...

Frustrate me...at least one in particular. I find myself making excuses as to why I feel the way I do.  He's busy, you are just over reacting.  He worked late, you are just over reacting.  He only texted once today, must be a busy day.  We only see each other on the weekend, we are both busy.  We never have alone time, I have kids and we are social people. WHY am I making excuses when I am NOT over reacting?  The bottom line is regardless of how busy my schedule gets I would do anything to spend 10 minutes with him, I am really starting to believe that if he wanted to be here he would make time to pop in or at least call and the truth is he just doesn't.  I'm tired of feeling like an afterthought or only good enough to see on the weekend.  Telling me he will be over in a bit and a bit being 3 hrs later makes me feel like I am not a priority. This dating shit is for the birds!!! I think I will get a dog.  At least someone will be here to greet me at the door when I get home and snuggle up with me at night.

"Rob"toberfest

Today would mark Rob's 43rd trip around the sun.  It's hard to believe it has been nearly two years since I celebrated his last birthday with him here on earth.  The kids are growing up, I have moved on, but memories and traditions remain. We are celebrating Robtoberfest today, complete with pierogies, brats and kraut, pumpkin pie, Sam Adams Oktoberbfest, and a special music compilation of German Oktoberfest music and Polka.